a sky like an art work

Sometimes the nature is like an art work itself and all you can do is trying to capture the beauty of the nature in a picture.

yours, Ailena

I'm ready

I'm listening to this wonderful song by Bryan Adams. i'm ready... to love. 

But is it really enough just to be ready to love? 
In a relationship or in the beginning of a relationship there will be a lot of love, but what about trust? It should be also about being ready to trust someone, to let yourself in to this special one and maybe to take the risk and get maybe hurt. With no trust how can love last?

And the more pain you had in your life, in your earlier relationship, the harder it will be for you to be actually ready. Ready to trust again, to love, to let yourself sink into the arms of a new partner.

And as long you think, maybe he/ she will hurt you, will cheat on you, might not be serious with you, how can you keep on loving this one?  And all you can do is to trust. To believe you hear the truth.

So be ready to love and be ready to trust.

Yours, Ailena

PS: Here are the lyrics as well.

I'd like to see ya - thought I'd let ya know I wanna be with ya everyday Cause I got a feelin' that's beginning to grow And there's only one thing I wanna say I'm Ready - To Love Ya I'm Ready - To Hold Ya I'm Ready - To Love Ya I'm Ready - To Hold Ya Ready as - I'm gonna be She left me a long note when she left me here Told me that love was hard to find But baby it's easy and I'll make it clear There's only one thing on my mind I'm Ready

Don't go far off

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

Julia Margaret Cameron

                                                 Don't go far off, not even for a day, because --
                                                 because -- I don't know how to say it: a day is long
                                                 and I will be waiting for you, as in an empty station
                                                 when the trains are parked off somewhere else, asleep.

                                                 Don't leave me, even for an hour, because
                                                 then the little drops of anguish will all run together,
                                                 the smoke that roams looking for a home will drift
                                                 into me, choking my lost heart.

                                                 Oh, may your silhouette never dissolve on the beach;
                                                 may your eyelids never flutter into the empty distance.
                                                 Don't leave me for a second, my dearest,

                                                 because in that moment you'll have gone so far
                                                 I'll wander mazily over all the earth, asking,
                                                Will you come back? Will you leave me here, dying?

 

                                                                           * Pablo Neruda *

Sometimes the time can be long, very long. And then you are sitting at home and wondering how the time will pass, till we meet again. 

Yours, Ailena

List number one

Do you like to do lists? I'm a fan of lists. I don't do lists of every and anything but every other day I like to have a list in front of me. The list shows me clear, what I have to do and what can be done tomorrow and what has to be in my suitcase when I travel.

While being in the bookstore I stumbled across a book full of lists. Oh what a discover!

 

I ask myself - What I always wanted to know about me*

 

                       *Even if I did not know beforehand that I wanted to know, so, uh ... no matter

Now I will start exagerating with the list-doing-stuff and fill out some nonsense lists I don't need to know.

so here we go.

What do you loved to eat the most as a child.

For me its

1. Waffles with Vanille Sauce

2. Noodles with Vanille Sauce (strange combination since its salty with sweet)

3. Pommes with Ketchup

4.Pizza

5. Ice Cream (Vanille, of course)


so now I in the mood for something with Vanille taste...

yours, Ailena