Montag, 21. Februar 2011

Guzaarish

Sometimes you stumble across a movie, which will enter your heart and your soul. You will not feel how the time passes, you will only feel everything the moviemaker is trying to make you understand, to make you feel. This will happen only with a few movies. These movies are like pearls, hidden very well between all the other movies and sometimes they are also hidden behind bad critics.
When I decided to buy this movie, Guzaarish, I wasn't sure if I'm going to like it, or if the movie is to slow and to boring and just like the loud critics said, bad.

I was waiting quite I few days and weeks till I felt brave enought to see this movie. 



The moment the dvd was in my recorder turning and spinning the disk, filling my room with the sound and pictures of Guzaarish I was caught. I couldn't move. My soul was touched, my heart was melting and my tears were slowly running down my checks. I loved the movie from the first minute, till the last breath, the last laughter.



The acting of Hrithikh Roshan as Ethan Mascarenhas was wonderful, amazing and crazy good.  

My boyfriend asked me once during the movie, he was busy with some other things (no time for dramas) if Hrithikh Roshan and Ashwarya Rai Bachchan are a couple. I told him, no she is the nurse, but they love each other. You can see it in there faces, in there eyes.

Hrithikh Roshan just had his face to express the feelings of the character.





Intense, very intense.





The Movie is bascilly about the plea for a mercy killing of Ethan Mascarenhas, who is quadriplegic. He wishes to die, to leave the life he had for 14 years. If its right or not,even to ask that, would need another Blog Post, so I just leave it by saying he went to court for this.  One can wonder why he wants to die. He has always a joke on the lips, motivates people on his own radio show to life and love live.

Which brings me to my favorite quote from this movie:
“Life is short, break the rules, forgive quickly, kiss slowly, love truly, laugh uncontrollably, and never regret anything that made you smile.” – Ethan Mascarenhas - Guzaarish


And in the end, what is there else left to do then laugh and smile. The sorrow, the heart aching are not getting better by crying, but maybe the smile can heal it a little bit or it can makes you forget your sorrow.







yours, Ailena

PS: If you want to know more about the movie check this websites
-> guzaarish the film - official website 
-> Guzaarish at Wikipedia

Montag, 14. Februar 2011

sketching and drawing

From time to time it's itching in my finger to draw, to sketch something.  Mostly it will be a face. And today after a long time I took paper and pen and made a small sketch.



Today I sketched my mother. Since long she asked me to draw her once. 



I hope she likes the result and isnt to disappointet about it.



© Ailena

Mittwoch, 9. Februar 2011

love is like a flower




Love is like a flower
A flower that doesn’t need water
But hugs kisses and care
And the favorite words
“I love you”
Then the flower grows strong
Grows tall
And can stand against the wind

 © Ailena

Mittwoch, 2. Februar 2011

I wanna marry you

I love this song. It just gives me shiver, all the way down my spine and back up straight in to my heart.

This song I discovered just accidently while surfing through some songs of Bruce Springsteen on YouTube and wonder since then how could I miss this song so long.

While I hear this song, so many things are wandering around in my head. But all that will come out of my mouth is:”Wow! Lovely!” That’s all. I think my head just pretends to be thinking when actually my heart took over the control for the next 4 minutes and 46 seconds.








 I wanna marry you - Bruce Springsteen

I see you walking, baby, down the street
Pushing that baby carriage at your feet
I see that lonely ribbon in your hair
Tell me am I the man for whom you put it there

You never smile girl, you never speak
You just walk on by, darlin’, week after week
Raising two kids alone in this mixed up world
Must be a lonely life for a working girl

Little girl, I wanna marry you
Oh yeah, little girl, I wanna marry you
Yes I do
Little girl, I wanna mary you

Now, honey, I don’t wanna clip your wings
But a time comes when two people should think of these things

Having a home and a family
Facing up to their responsibilities
They say in the end true love prevails
But in the end true love can’t be no fairytale
To say I’ll make your dreams come true would be wrong
But maybe, darlin’, I could help them along


Little girl, I wanna marry you
Oh yeah, little girl, I wanna marry you
Yes I do
Little girl, I wanna mary you

My daddy said right before he died
That true, true love was just a lie
He went to his grave a broken heart
An unfulfilled life, makes a man hard


Oh darlin’
There’s something happy and there’s something sad
’Bout wanting somebody, oh so bad,
I wear my love darlin’, without shame
I’d be proud if you would wear my name


© Ailena